Blog Inaugural Entry

My 31st Birthday Cake

Perhaps this is symbolic day, a chosen day for my inaugural entry of my blog, dedicated for me to express myself, telling my side of story, what happen to my daily life, or simple just a feeling of writing.

It's my 31st birthday, a begining of a new era. I just gave up my position as a Head of Masters degree in my faculty, FOEAT, so that I can give more time for my PhD, and hopefully to regain my social life. My strategy is to stay in hibernation mode for 2 years, giving my full attention to my phd work. So far everything goes according to my plan, except that for some minor politics inside FOEAT, which I really dont want to talk about. Wasting my time. Perhaps next time.

Two weeks back my ex announced to me that she's getting married this November. I had this kinda weird kind of feeling, not so sure how to explain in words. I was told Ms. SC and Ms. LSF knew about that, but they did not tell me, probably affraid that I will feel sad, or hurt. Honestly speaking, I am happy for her, and I'm sure she is equally happy. She wished me good luck for my future, and invited me to her wedding. Well, it's not that i refuse to let go of her, it's the fact that I couldnt meet her parents during the wedding dinner. I really dont know how my reaction would be. I just dont want to spoil her wedding dinner, so i decided not to go. Hopefully whatever had happen, it had tought me to be a better man in the future. Life carried on, and I have already forgotten what had happen.

31 years old, is just a begining for me, although I can see wrinkles starting appearing on my forehead haha... sign of me getting old. Wishing that my 31st birthday wish will come true...

I end my blog entry with a song my Robbie Williams, Betterman.

Cheers !!

KCF